Count your blessings

I'm just so grateful for the unconditional love and support from my dearest family up to all the blessings and amazing opportunities I have been given because of you Almighty.

Thanks Allah. 

xxx

a new beginning

Well, hello September please be nice to me. Hm, it's the month of a new beginning for university students. Stepping into their final year, maybe just starting the university life or maybe still figuring it out. New goals, new beginning, new friends, and new environment (pretty exciting!). But what saddens me the most is parting from your best friend. To leave your comfort zone with no one by your side is challenging. 

I love my friends. I treasure the friendships I have made throughout my diploma and high school years. Starting all over again with strangers who would soon be your lunch buddies takes time. It starts of with 'Hi, my name is Feeza' and a little bit of your background, then to exchanging stories. Fitting in your 21 years of living in a nanosecond is just impossible, unless you're under the same roof. I'm scared but I know I have to get through this. I have to. For all the years I went through has brought me unforgettable moments with my trustworthy, reliable and wonderful friends. Cheers to more!

Wish me luck.

stack of bowls

I get excited when it comes to girls day out, who doesn't?! Talking non stop, from peppy and interesting topics to another, never ending gossips (boys can never catch up) and just lepak with my girlfriends makes my day instantly. I love my girls, a lot. My university girlfriends and I got together for lunch at Boat Noodles in Empire Damansara. Since everyone raved about this place there's nothing I couldn't agree more. A bowl of chicken/beef noodles won't be enough. Had 2 spoonful of it and I'm on to the next bowl. If you love Asian noodles, give this a go!

Yeap, that's how small the portion is! RM 2 for each bowl.

 Can you have more than this? I bet!

Then we filled our day with selfies, selfies and more selfies (yeap, my girls were pretty amazed w my NX mini) and shopping! Ended our day at B's boyfriend's place for barbecue. Met new friends and his 7 hugeee cats, I'm not kidding. Not forgetting the most delicious meatballs I've ever tasted after Ikea's. Had a bunch of them, dang now I'm hungry.

3 years and counting, roommates ever since 2011 <3 

Parting our ways soon to pursue our degree but I know we'll keep in touch

I'll bloody annoy them through Whatsapp & Snapchat obviously!

Luna Plain Wide Shawl @hijabbyfyazara / Top from Sg. Wang / Palazzo from Berjaya Times Square 

I'll be okay

I'm sure all of you have sorted out your life in some way. Whether which uni you'll be in, which degree you're pursuing, the job you're applying to or even what's for lunch. There's just always something to think about. And many that I know would hate talking about the future. It's such a big step to take. It freaks me out! We spend a lot of time not knowing. I wish I knew what the future held, at least high hopes won't exist.

'Don't put on high hopes to be crushed by the results in the near future' - Norain

But what if we could see our future? You'll know where you stand in the next 5/10 years, who's your significant other, how many kids you'll have. If you could see everything, where's the big surprise. A lot of the joy in life comes from surprise. What's the point of living if at the end you see your death. I wouldn't want to know how I'll die. Only the Almighty deserves to know. 

And knowing what's coming discourage decision making and learning from your own mistakes. Maybe He knows not knowing is the best for us. Not knowing makes us experience life, making life decisions and giving our best shot. When you know you can't predict what happens next, you look at the world differently. 

Let's say if you jot down your plan on becoming a successful person. Every steps you take matters. Small decisions take a big part of your plan. From time to time, you start to learn from the past and being ready for the future. When I say ready, set your mind not everything will go your way. That's how life is.

It's upsetting when things aren't going as you planned, so take a step back and calm down. Process your emotions, rant all you want but don't linger around the problem. Don't stop thinking but do acknowledge your thoughts. I believe everything happens for a reason so always be ready for the worst. Maybe you are where He wants you to be, everything has been fated for us. Just suck it up and  fight through the pain. Everything will be alright